When I was younger, I thought I had my life all figured out.
But life is deceptive and cruel.
Right now my head is at war, trying to understand who I am and spending my days searching for meaning in my life. I'm no longer happy and even I do it is temporary and it leaves too soon. A lot of ups and downs has damaged my mental state where I don't know what is considered good, bad or okay is anymore.
Maybe I'll find my purpose or role or even a decent future because right now I'm stuck.