I know that feel. It has been almost a month since my gf sucked me off and we haven't had sex in almost a week. I feel lonely and don't get around doing the stuff I need to do. I sit in front of fucking 4chan instead of just writing the papers I need to write. The things people say to me don't mean anything anymore because I think about her all the time. What the fuck, she isn't even perfect, I'm a grown up person, why am I feeling that way? It's like I am pretending she's the one, maybe I should just end it or kill myself. Sorry for the blog post.