Started Uni this year. Into my first semester. Met a girl who i fell for right away (we met day 3) and we dated until yesterday. She was extremely motherly and caring and everything was good. I panicked though and destroyed it. Peace bothers me. I do not like when there is peace in a relationship, it makes me feel like somethings gonna go wrong so I make something wrong. I still love her but I can see her already moving on and it sucks. Why cant I accept love or peace? Does anyone know what makes me kick and run? Also studies are pretty easy but finals are looming and my anxiety is through the roof.