you can probably fight that ticket my dude
as for the rest, sorry to hear it man.
there are people out there that care about you. You might not have even met them yet.
Im 20 and just met my best friend 4 months ago playing cs, and realized the person i called my best friend is really kinda shitty and i've just been thinking that was normal forever.
So expand. Find some more people to chill with, to be real with. Cut ties with people who are shitty towards you. Gaming is actually a pretty good way to find new friends, discord is great for that.
You're probably young. Life is alot more than just this slow patch. I mean look at all the other people posting in here, they're in very similar situations here. You're not alone.
love you man