That is pretty unfortunate, anxiety have never been one my problems, my life is pretty much the opposite of your problems, I go to a lot of parties, I drink, I smoke weed (casually) everybody knows me when I enter the room, I'm a really cool guy and im ok looking, but deep down i'm depressed af. Every friend of mine have been in a relationship at least once. For me I never got a girlfriend, I do have friends that are girls but they all have someone they want or date already. I go to college and study in agricultural technologies and i'm graduating in two years. I never had the chance to work at a store because I'm working at the farm with my family already. I'm starting to get desperate to find someone to spend time with. I'm 21 y/o and lonely as I never been. Life sucks sometimes I guess.