I don't know anymore, I never knew anymore and I don't know if I will know more than I know now... I'm ignorant and I can't get out of that place. My memory has went full blank since a few months ago and I can't remember anything except for some past memories and talking of past I seem to not live in the present or want to know the future, I'm stuck in the past thinking about how I screwed up my life so bad to the point I can't do anything but think and wait until something happens. I don't do anything more in my life than follow the routine I have and then wait and look blankly at my screen thinking about why and how and past stuff. My friends aren't friends maybe I don't know. I know nothing and this is the worse thing I am living as far as I know I suppose.