This goes for you and everyone feeling left behind by friends that are studying/working.
I started a economics degree after I finished high school at 19, lasted 2 months and spent the rest of the year at home playing wow and staying up til morning, then tried again next year and did the same thing, my father was diagnosed with cancer and died in 7 months, this was 4 years ago, now I´m studying marketing and PR, I was really depressed back then, got heavy anxiety every time I had to go to class or talk with someone, now I feel super comfortable with my class mates, crack jokes and go to class everyday pretty happy, I´ve been with this girl for 2 and a half years and we are living together now, what I´m saying is:
1 Shit gets better
2 Its never too late to study, you wont feel weird
This wallpaper reminds me of those nights I played vidya till morning and I realized the time when it started to get bright in my room, it wasnt healthy or good for me but man it was comfy.