I feel lost and not sure what is my mind or someone else's. I constantly feel depressed and that I am a loser for not getting a gf, not having a house, kids, stable job by 24, and for not being a great member of society. Even though I try and try to do that, it's just not what I want. I really actually like going on adventures and traveling, but society does not like that and makes it hard for me to live comfortable, so I try to avoid the adventures. I am just struggling, I don't know what I like, am depressed about, or how to fix it. I just feel like I am not in the right place, doing what I need to do, but society doesn't want that kind of person anymore.