god, i dont know how else to say this because this is quite a retarded way of thinking, but its my way. die for your dreams, pursue it and die for it man, let your candle be so insanely ferocious that the thing melts in a second but jesus at least you gave it that second, inspiring to others and hey, what if you became able to study astrophysics properly. Good luck anon, take us to the stars>>7397609
whats your ULTIMATE dream in life? fame? fortune? what satisfies you?>>7397624
half year isn't too long, good luck with it!