you are only 18yo.
dont kill yourself yet.
i was depressed as fuck,still not fully recover yet.
but in the near future i will make a movie,a fucking movie.
right now i have less than 50$ and bla bla bla my life sucks,but i will realise my fucking dream.
dont give up,wait until you see my movie at least.
it will be so fucking good.
[spoiler:lit]my children will die tho and i will kill myself not long after my movie is done.but still,dont give up yet you are still young.[/spoiler:lit]