my sympathies to you guys. i also lost a friend from suicide 2 months ago. i should've comforted her instead of getting mad at her that night. now i guess that's another thing i'll never live down, because the voices keep telling me that i'm partially responsible, and i can't redeem myself.
but i hope that friend carried you on days you couldn't carry yourself, and that because of them you became better people. at least for me, that's how i think i can honor our nice times spent together.>the wallpaper i had up the night i heard the news.