Don't look at your disorders as being "fixable" or not. You are who you are, flaws and all. Life is sometimes awful and painful, and always unfair.
This is coming from someone with a whole life full of anxiety and depression, so I do understand.
Don't give up on therapy. If it isn't working for you, find another doctor/therapist. It took me forever to find one I can actually talk to.
So, me: started hanging out on this board a few months ago, and I love it here.
Recently two of my best friends moved away, and I miss them so much, I feel so out of balance without them. We're all so busy we can hardly find time to talk.
I love this board and everyone on it. Thanks for being here, /wg.