not the same guy, but I get it
It reminds me of the time I first saw the Dark Night. It brought me to tears. My friends asked what the matter was. I said something like the Joker didn't win, I feel bad or him. Everyone freaked, pointing out how evil he was. But it was clear to me that if you looked past all the homicidal and anarchist tendencies (which are bad and should not be emulated), here was a man who had devoted 100% of his life to helping people and never expecting anything in return, a saint. Nobody got it.
Man I am so glad I eventually got over my depression, but it really left me with a very odd way of thinking. But hey, I am semi-successful and mostly happy, I'd take that any day over the dark places I have been. :)
As canned as it sounds, It can get better.