after 6 and a half year, I wanted to make more money, to buy us a flat, so we decided that until she finishes university masters, I go ahed to England and make 4x money.
She and her uncle's family and some of his friends go on a holiday to greece, which i couldnt join, because I had my plane ticket to england already. I'm in england, she is in greece, longest distance ever.
Friend of her uncle starts hitting on her, flirting and stuff, she just didn't care, didn't want anything from him. After one week they get home, all normal.
Skype and chat nearly every day. Decide that she comes to england for halloween, as it is her favorite holiday
1 week or 2, she breaks up with me on skype
and says she will not come to me.
Devistated me trying to go home and speak with her about this in person.
Got plane ticket 1-2 weeks after break up.
Talking, she says that the dude from the greek holiday continued to flirt with her, and they: went ice skateing, kissed, and later they went on a trip, went to ciema, oh, and they already had sex quite a few time (after 2 weeks of break up)
fly back to england, crying during the whole flight, whishing upon plane crash
Right now I feel like never truly trusting anything or anyone. You are alone, and the universe is indifferent to your suffering, so you might as well enjoy as much as you can, because in the end, nothing matters, and you have only this life to make something out of it.