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I've never liked going to parties, but I'm at a point in my life I need to socialize or I'll become more and more of an outcast to a point of no return.

I'm always sad that my life never goes anywhere, I'm already at my 3rd year in college and my life is not at all what I expected to be when I would think about college when I was younger. I wanna force myself to go to these events, but just the thought of it makes me anxious. I have a lot of good friends, but I never had a girlfriend and I'm getting a little desperate, I don't wanna have a midlife crisis when I'm older because I missed what people say "the best years of your life" playing videogames and studying only. I can feel that my parents are a little disappointed at this part of my life. I feel like shit, and I don't have the strength to change.