Hey Anon, I'm a bit like you, albeit different in my own way. 25 years old.
Whatever people are going to say to you won't change a difference.
That said, to add a little context; I was very unpopular during high school. I'm not ugly or anything, i just have weird taste (used to be super alto). That caused most kids to bully me, dislike me etc.
I had friends, but since middle school ended, I barely spoke to them.
While others slipped seemlessly into conformity, I continued to ask the big questions without answers, and slipped into a perpetual depression.
Got a steady job since 23 y.o. saving up for my own place and everything, only had a serious relationship once.
My expectations are that when I get my own place, I'll probably hang myself in the first month there because all these goals; money, friends, jobs etc, these are not for people like you and me.
I'm still dont know what it is that makes people like us live in isolation but I believe it has something to do with an inherent skill to philosophise unlike other people about life and, ultimately more important, it's meaning.
It has rendered myself into a full blown misanthrope.
Didn't meant to get all 50-pager on you, but I sympathise and understand a little what you're going through.
People are just trash.