everything would be different if you had half the body you thought you had. when you go to the gym you get a lot more energy that day to do other things, also increase your testosterone Wich is the hormone that contributes a lot to your mood and happiness, you are more aggressive, you gain a lot of confidence, you realize if you put this same amount of effort into other things you can achieve great success.your face gets more definition, plus like 2/3 Americans are overweight so you look even better compared to other lazy bums. right now you are low t, depressed, and blaming your lack of gf on your face instead of your lack of trying and charisma. stop trying to bring others down with you. in 100 years you will be dust, complete nothingness for all of eternity, and you will kill to be able to come back in time to today and actually try. you will kill when you are 80 and can't stop shitting your pants, you will kill to comeback to today when you are 50 and you experience REAL DEPRESSION, you will kill when you are 40 and are still a Virgin because you chose to believe your destiny is already written by fate, when you know for a fact you are the poet. you will kill when you are 30 and even fatter then you are now because people look at you with disgust, but don't worry you are just like every other special of dust, except your not, your in your 20s in the prime of your life and there are girls out there who will kill for you.once they see your drive and ambition.
NOW GET BACK TO THE WEIGHTS ANON.