Listen, Kraut - this whole mess can be drowning you and it's all because you can't say "no" to lol very randum XD.
What really bothers you in our existence? Was everything you made only an act of defence against your real problems? You never dropped your act like an actual butthurt - even when you felt better and wanted to try other thing. Even when you genuinely felt butthurt and just didn't wanted to post anything or ruin somebody's tuhu.
And you know why you didn't drop it? Hell I know - I'm probably one of the last people around that could say something about your butthurt. But will try anyway. For good or worse - if the outcome wouldn't be anywhere near truth, then simply ignore.
You reap what you sow, kraut - and you've invested in a really invasive - for both sides but especially for you - way of butthurteness.
And that "must" is only in your head, kraut.
You can leave this place whenever you want or just simply ignore our existence. Even if this was a way to let your inner butthurt or problems or clearly anything else, but something, let out - it would be for the best of everybody, for you, to stop being lol very randum XD.
I hope it makes sense, cuz it's getting late for me - 00:47 and I'm not really much of a night birb.
The problem lies in you, Kraut, and only you can change it. Seriously - place your butthurt before everything.
But what can I tell - it's not like I know anything about you. You never really let us to acquaint.
So please, kraut - don't feel obligated to do your daily butthurt routine - because that clearly doesn't help anybody, and especially you.