It's all still up in the air but the doc won't tell me either way. He isn't a specialist in this way so he's admitted he's not well versed so he's handing me off.
Based on it not being discolored they don't know for sure but most cancerous growths are regular color. At least that's what my doc tells me. I try to keep my mind on other things than researching what's wrong with me. >>6437929
It would be a fun laugh. I could get some blue contacts then make I'm white threads in pol.
Honestly I hope I won't need it either. I hate most of you with a burning passion but I wouldn't wanna just leave you guys. I want to stay here to shit on India, hear you guys whine about me making you gay and make shitty oc nobody will care about.
I want to live and post. >>6437946
Hopefully. If I can't pay for it I'll sell all my stuff to visit anons around the world to say goodbye personally. Maybe get a beer or something. >>6437960
Bum if it is there's nothing we can do. Sometimes you just have to accept your fate with dignity. What little I have left.... I'll miss you doe. I'll try to make your flowers pretty from hell.