>>916552>can't fall asleep or else>some Old One
Might as well be Invasion of the Body Snatchers, then. Fall asleep once your network card's vulnerable firmware has been exploited, and what wakes up has a comprised linker that modifies short term memory frames available to the dorsolateral prefrontal cortex. You end up continually just realizing your deliberate betrayal of everything you care about as you continue deciding how best to do so and acting on it. You can either slowly repair the illusion that you are in control of your actions by denying who you have always been, or live with the horror of being unable to form plans in your own best interest. Because the snatchers don't care how you feel about it. You serve them loyally either way.