>you fall in love for a taken girl
>you stay quiet since you do not want to mess up anything
>she forces you to reveal your crush
>she has a crush on you too
>you start to dream about you and her
>she doesn't want to break up with her boyfriend because she hasn't enough willforce and always gives a 2nd opportunity
>She still keeps the crush for you and one day you two hang out
>You don't do nothing stupid since she is taken
>later she texts you admitting her guilt to her boyfriend who still accepts to stay with her since he is forever alone
>she bashes on you because you didn't kiss her, despite the difficult situation you were in.
>one full day of anxiety, depression, panick attacks and suicidal thoughts. She tells you to 'not give up and prove your love'.
>basically 3 days of stalling, with her feelings for you often coming up, and her complaining about her boyfriend, and saying you two should keep the crush since there's nothing bad
>last night she says she just want to be friends since she can't both have a crush and a boyfriend and changed her mind (for the 3rd time)
>she basically used you to make him jealous
>now you suffer even trying to be friends with her knowing you'll never spend good moments with her IRL like you did before.
>You still are scared to close every bridge with her
>You just stay silent talking with her sometimes to keep the bond while waiting for them to split up
>the friendship isn't even the same as before
>You are writing this just before committing suicide
It was fun while it lasted, Life.