Let me tell you about me: I worked as a teacher for 14 years. I'm very well educated, and studied for seven years. More than I had to, to become a teacher. But when I stood there in front of my students, I realized I had no fucking clue how I should handle them, and I never did. I knew the curriculum like the back of my hand, and I knew exactly what I wanted to do. But when you're in the real world, everything is fucking confusing.
What I'm saying is that we all have our doubts about ourselves, period. It doesn't matter if you're a teacher, a factory worker or a CEO of a big company. And again, if you don't, there's something wrong about you. I have no idea what you have to do to stop being poor, but I'm pretty sure you're not dumb. You're just doubting yourself to much. And the ugly thing, well, just be funny. Bitches loves funny dudes.