In fact, my doctor seems to care about me. He could just drop me to another guy, since he's very busy at the clinic.
My problem is just hard to solve. There was a drug that I don't remember the name anymore that could solve my mental issues, but it fucks up with my blood cells for some reason.
Now we're trying to find why that happens and I take some pills to sleep when the shit is too fucked up in my head, just to be sure that I'm not going to kms because of that.