The hunger for victory>first I was optimistic and unhappy with how bad things were>then for a while I would feel a bit of sadness at all that wasn’t lost beyond saving>then I learned the full extend of the Jewish plot
Now I no longer feel sadness. I rose out of the degeneracy because it disgusted me. It drove me here. All that is lost is nothing but collateral in the war. Dead bodies to be stepped over. The dead bodies of traitors and comrades. The traitors had it coming. The struck and fallen comrades are just bodies on the field. I honor the dead of yesteryear and those corpses of today who are still moving, though they are lost in confusion. But I now fight like hell for the living. For the opportunity to one day lord over the Jews, traitors and enemies, and smile as I crush their throat with my boot. I relish in the confidence and fulfillment of doing what I was born to do. Even though I face the world alone, I cherish bond I share with comrades who labor in seclusion and secrecy until the day we can fight in the open underneath a banner: proud and brave. I am free from the mental traps and chains the Jews tried to attach to me since birth.
And even though the situation is bleak and our annihilation likely: I have an opportunity to turn the tide. To battle against an enemy who deserves to be exterminated. I didn’t want this fight. I always wanted to lead valiant men in a desperate war, but I didn’t ask or look for this. It was thrown onto me. So now through the reality of overwhelming struggle you, I and our entire race will be purified. All decadence, degeneracy and weakness will melt away. If we win all that will remain is a nation of proud, resilient, honorable, brave, strong men.
We can’t afford to let the horror of it all hold us back or slow us down. We are soldiers in the middle of a total war for extermination. So don’t worry anon. That’s how I keep from swallowing the black pill.