in judaism it is the biggest taboo to express your true feelings, ESPECIALLY suicidal thoughts to the goyim. I can't give my real name or my brothers sisters cousins uncles etc will all be targeted and either shot or imprisoned.
I was a big investor in the companies that do blacked.com
, and the one that owns bangbros. (fun fact: all the "reality" stuff is fake)
As far as opiate industry goes, I was working for a huge lobby that has agents within the DEA who work in unison with doctors, insurance companies and drug manafacturers.