can you interpret sleep paralyses to?
there is this demon bitching screaming in my head every fucking time i get sleep paralyses. she sound like those from horror movies. she is just annoying. she also make me feel uncomfortable by spinning my toes or pulling my skin of as if it where tape.
since i get sleep paralysis as often as i do i try to experiment with trying to hallucinate what i think of. and think it as hard as possible.
experiment 1. trying to hallucinate waifus
one night i i managed to almost do it. i tought as hard as i could. i would try to hallucinate megumin. suddenly these bright colours in a shape of a human is front of me. but i doesnt become megumin. im disapointed
experiment 2. getting laid in sleep paralysis
i tought of this when the demon bitch started appearing. i tought that focusing my thoughts into my penis would make me experience something there. One night i felt a bit pressure on the tip of the penis. nothing much little bit good. but still disapointing. next paralysis night it got better. i still have not had a paralysis night yet. but i will keep experimenting.