I have never had a friend in my 18 year of life. I´m too lazy to study, work or do nothing productive. When I was 14 in a conversation whit my theatre, he told me he was a pedophile, that child porn should be legal and that it was genetic, so I will probably become one. I told my mother and she did not say nothing apart for an "I don't know this man" them in a discussion we had later about going to school (I was bullied and I didn't want to go) I tell her that she never cared about me and that if she were a good mother she would have done something and she told me that I was lying. I didn't go to to school science (3 years now) nor have interactions with other people. I'm going insane, I can't control my face and my emotions are random and super strong.
pd i dident meant why i said, and sory for taking me so long to coment im not very good at english