Alright ritsu, no one actually hates you and you just need to grow a thicker skin
And stop drama whoring, some of what you post often feels like it's solely made for attention and it's offputting, this being a prime example
both the attentionseeking and the fact that it's clear to see that it gets to you is why people like to mess around with you.
So just try to drop the ego alright?
I genuinely like parts of you and what you post, but the self pity and other stuff makes you seem lesser.