Maybe you should start playing some online games? Usually if you pick up something like that, you suck at the beginning but you can just get better if you continue playing it.
You can play shooters (CS:GO, Apex, Fortnite), there are also games like WoW and OSRS (original runescape), or you can try MOBA (League, Dota2 etc.),
t. addicted on WoW for 10 years+ (new expansion is trash but still not as bad for new players, it's easier than previous xpacs and new people won't remember how better were the previous versions).