i know what you mean, and i can relate. i am guessing you may be younger than me therefore at the stage where its all just falling into place for you, this happened a long time ago for me and since that time i taught myself how to minimise the issues with operating within society but it took a lot of footwork and effort but that was actually a blessing because the focus on projects i birthed into the world have had a real impact for others like you and me. Its not often i speak my mind here, but I picked up on the signals in the earlier posts by you here that you might have needed to hear this.
I managed to avoid /pol/ throughout the buildup of the internet, I was mostly an avid actor on the IRC networks, but those soon took too much of my time from me, it was quite a painful experience dissolving such a massive online presence to zero, but it was so much needed because I was profoundly and gravely reminded that this is the only one life we get, and thats when my second genesis to work on private projects began. I am pretty certain it happens for others with high functioning, i hope for whatever its worth, you will succeed.
An interesting subject to think about perhaps sometime- quantum steering... destiny.