God, this sentence kind of puts things in perspective for me about just how schizophrenic some people here are about being antis, either for genuine hatred or for attention via (you)s.
Hundreds of times. Probably thousands of times, if we're being honest.
Can you imagine writing something thousands of times?
Let's use an example from one of the actual narratives the schizos use. Imagine taking out a pencil and paper, and writing the phrase:>I hate Gura when she does her debuff voice, why does she not sound the way I like.
And then repeating that phrase one thousand times, by hand. Or writing the phrase:
V***** is better than Hololive and your oshi is a slut.
One thousand times, by hand. By the 50th time it would be boring. By the 100th time it would be exhausting on the mind. What the fuck kind of mental state do you need to be in to write it one thousand times and still be ready to repeat it a thousand more?