long story short, theres this girl from my class that started talking to me saying that she wanted to know me better, since I dont talk much I found it surprising because, first, I dont talk to girls and second, because this was the second time in 20 years that a girl took initiative to talk to me. we got along pretty quickly, for 2 months we were really close, she would always be near me and I would be next to her, we would always drink coffe together after classes everyday and sometimes when we could we would eat breakfast before school together, these were the happiest 2 months I've ever had in my life, for sure.
however since last week our relationship has been different, I used to always be delighted when I was around her and chat with her, and same goes for her she told me a few times that she always felt good being near me and talking with me, but now she doesnt take the initiative anymore, she doesnt continue conversations, and she rarely tells me what problems she has. she had a few issues last week, a close friend of her left town and she told me she argued with her father, desu I dont know what to do anymore, she keeps telling me shes alright but shes clearly not the girl I knew 2 months ago.
I feel a bit empty and it hurts inside me, I dont like to see her this way, but im also filled with anger because it looks like she would rather prefer to ignore me instead of talking, and when we talk she always gives small talk, she doesnt tell me whats happening and I dont know what to do with this pain im having. I keep starting conversations but she takes more time to answer compared to before, and she doesnt transmit me happiness anymore
sorry if im being a beta cringy ass kid, but the truth is that this is the first time im feeling this way so I dont know what to do.