I’m gonna be seeing the guy I like soon across the country and I’m excited but I’m nervous. We’ve been friends for a year but I started developing a crush on him and I told him. He said he was definitely interested in seeing what we become but we have to meet first. I guess I’m just nervous that all that time will have been for nothing. It would be hard for me to remain friends if it didn’t go my way.. I just wanna be able to not be fixated on him and just live my life normally while also having him around.