I've had a number of symptoms related to lung cancer lately and I've smoked for a year and a half, while chewing tobacco, smoking shisha and cigars here and there as well.
I'll find out this or next week whether or not I actually have it. All while dealing with a mother who would be just angry at me if she found out, and having to write paper after paper for university.
I want to fucking kill myself but I know I'll never have the bravery to do so.
Post papes or whatever.