24yo and 3 weeks into an electrician apprenticeship. So far this job has turned out much better than I expected. I admit there are moments where I do feel like I should be riding the short bus due to a lack of understanding on tools or asking questions to a ridiculous degree of specificity, but on days I just get to work on stuff I already know I feel absolutely amazing. I honestly think I can get my shit together and by 30 be living a comfy life. I don't ask for much. Just a basic 75k+/year wage and I'm content. Have pretty much dropped vidya other than a rare occasion and am focusing on new hobbies.
I guess on the negative side my current gf has become a pain in the ass. Hardly any time towards myself on the weekends and she chooses to get into arguments over the most tedious things. Even the sex isn't worth it any more for the struggle of everything else. I'm trying to find a way to convince myself to be patient but each passing day it gets harder and harder. I think it kinda has to do with what >>7397284
said: I'm more focused on myself and making me happy and if she's going to bring that down or more difficult, then I want nothing to do with her. DESU, before we even dated I was highly considering taking a break from women/dating/fucking. I had an amazing run from last October to January and
while it is nice to have someone to talk to every day, I feel I'm just mentally exhausted from playing the dating game. I'm gonna give this until the end of May at the latest and see how I feel. If it's roughly the same as it is now, then I'm just gonna end it