>>7684427>downplaying past relationships
Neither of them was a relationship, as far as I've understood it was only casual sex and she looks back at it in a negative way (she's even made fun/talked in a negative way about the guys performance). I'm pretty sure it was simply done in order to make me feel better and not that she's just terrible like that, making fun of people who she's had sex with. Either way maybe you weren't meaning relationship as an "intimate relationship" and what you said still might hold.>because it means she doesn't hold sex in the same regard you do
I would like to believe that but I feel hypocritical about it because most likely I also wouldn't view it in that regard either if that was case with me. I also would have probably slept with a couple of people before if I had had the chance and wouldn't have regarded it too highly by now. And I'm most likely feeling like this because I'm jealous that she got to do that and I didn't, however stupid and selfish that sounds but sadly it's how I feel.>it'll end like it did for me too
How exactly did it end for you? As in what was it ultimately that ruined your relationship?>Don't overthink this, anon>be ready for when you put your shoes on at her place for the last time
I'll try to. Maybe this is not a good step but I'm just thinking to myself it's better if I don't get too attached and when I put it into perspective, how I'm not gonna end up marrying this person and spend my life with, and how this will come to an end sooner or later, I might as well just go ahead and have my fun and gain experience of how to be in a relationship, and funny enough come out of it without this problem that I seem to have (not having past sexual experiences/relationships I mean). But still it feels a bit wrong....I mean trying to make myself not care about her as much, doesn't sound like a good strategy but maybe it's essential in it's right dosage.