Googled the symptoms and while some do fit me others don't, I'm fine at interacting with people and I can be humorous, I can have deep conversations too, no issue with reading emotion or expressing it. I don't even mind doing stuff with people, it can be fun, it's just in the long term I can't make serious ties to people, it makes me behave worse as a person. So if I have it it's a mild form, nothing about my condition is debilitating really, I couldn't really hold a steady career or relationship but I've never been that invested in either so it feels like a non-issue to me. I'm not really anxiety prone, not as people describe it, I get nervous if I have things to do but it subsides when they get done so I figure that's just regular stress.
I went to psychologists as a child for some antisocial behavior but they didn't really figure out anything of value.
I don't know what it could be, it doesn't feel like a problem since I manage fine on my own, it's just I rarely see this kind of experience represented anywhere, or even mentioned, so I figured it was worth sharing.
What about you, has it been detrimental to your life at all?