Well ill post my wallpaper for my android phone this is the one im using currently. I feel aggitated right now because, i have a couple of illnesses , a couple and it seems like they become insurmountable , bcuz i got to get all of them fixed and its duscouraging bcuz that means all of them have to get fixed accordingly , i know that with this i might loose somethings and have to grow from it.
I have menures disease which makes me dizzy, but i happened like 3 years ago suddenly im still going to the docs, got my medicaud card stolen and need new one, i akso contracted larygitus and i drank a bit of alcohol like beer yesterday now i have a swollen lymph node and its driving me nuts. Yhe node feels worse than the menures and the tight throat.
Honestly all these things and i cant find the time to be myself and be my bedt version currectly because my illnesses holding me back. Although working is not an issue i can work my ass off its just annoying to have so many things to have to accomplish a d juggle in life.
Many many things, like i try to find a set amount of hours to study ceryain things that might improve my health, also studying for school, its alot to do. Now it hurts so bad to eat i cant swallow. And jts so insurmountable its fuked up how some people dont get great shit, like how some people literslly get all the great stuff without even going through shit. While others and in pain, suffering and all doing their best to get it.
.. Im still very ambitious thoe not going to lie, i feel like i know what it is i have to do to get where i wanna be , to work at ot and all. But my health is annoying at times .
Choking on my food throwing up , getting dizzy at times, ive learned to push through with it but i want to fully heal myself at soms point.