Third year mech engineer. Dad is a big shot engineer, gets me internships I'm not qualified for. Bad social skills, bad confidence. Feel like I'll never live up to my father. Spend a lot of time in my school's metal shop making stuff. Sometimes stuff for a reason, sometimes for stupid personal projects. Cutting metal feels good. Don't really talk to anyone there though.
I'm bad at love. Only had a gf once for 3 weeks in high school. Had a FWB I slept with for a year, but she dropped out of school and became a hooker. Last I saw her she was manic and delusional, laughing at things that weren't funny and talking to people that weren't there. Makes me sad, she used to be so smart. She used to help me with my math homework way back in first year. Otherwise I can't figure girls out, they ignore you if you don't try and ignore you if you do try.
I mostly browse and post in /g/, but I like this board too. Papes can make me feel things words can't.