I lost my job a year back due to a car accident, and due to me being a poor fag, i didnt have insurance so i cucked myself. I still owe the guy i bumped into 2 grand, and i have a suspended license because of it. Haven't had the motivation to get a job since due to lack of ability to drive or barrow a car. All i want to do is sit in my room and do nothing or play vidya, and even then i lack motivation. Just stuck in a really deep hole that im tryna claw out of, i know i eventually will.